Hi guys...I'm back....
I know that the journal that announced my hiatus said October was my return date, but I wanted to return on November 2nd instead so I could return to dA the same day Pottermore opened. But guess what? When I got back from school Pottermore wasn't opened. Turns out they extended the date and they didn't say exactly when it would officially open. So, instead of waiting and waiting for Pottermore to open with out an exact date, I decided to just come back today.
It feels awkward to be typing here again. But....the reason the title of this journal says "I guess..." is because stress has gotten worse instead of better like I hoped it would. Why? Well...I've fallen in love for the first time in my life, that's why. And it sucks. I've been stressed out trying to come up with ways to show the guy I'm in love with that I like him and just wondering and dreamin' if he'll ever return my feelings. Love is not how they put in the movies. I always believed that it was and not that I've actually fallen in love for the first time, I realize all that stuff they put in the novels and movies is just a load of crap. And if you're wondering why this is my very first time to fall in love is because I've always had my heart...metaphorically, locked up and shut.
But anyway, I won't be allowing comments on my new submissions for some time due to not retrieving any constructive criticism. All I've been getting is just plain old criticism that doesn't help me at all and instead stresses me out wondering how I can improve. And I'm not gonna put up with that bull.
But...yeah.....I'm back....it still feels weird....